Tuesday, December 9, 2014

Christmas Wishes and Love with Brody and James from Colorado Flames With a Texas Twist

Hello Everyone, I want to thank RJ Scott for hosting the Christmas Story extravaganza. Whether you celebrate Christmas, Chanukah, Kwanzaa, Chinese New Year, Winter Solstice, or another holiday, I hope you enjoy this little Christmas scene with Brody and James from Colorado Flames With a Texas Twist. Make sure to enter the RaffleCopter a Rafflecopter giveaway

Brody watched the snow swirl outside as the wind howled, pushing the icy white stuff into piles beside the trees, leaving huge drifts. It looked just like a Colorado snowstorm, but this wasn’t Colorado, or the United States for that matter. The door opened and James stepped in, flakes following him, dropping to the floor and melting in seconds. The door swung closed, but not before the temperature in the room dropped. Brody didn’t mind the cold, all that mattered was having James back inside where he could kiss him again. He moved to his lover, bringing two towels, one to wipe up the damp spots on the floor, the other to dry James’s hair.

“Hey, babe, how does the wood look?”

“Good. We’ve got enough for this band of storms. Our food supply is good too. You hunting this fall really helped.” James took off his coat and extra sweater, revealing his trim waist and muscular shoulders.

It was weird to Brody, loving a man. He reached out to steady James as he toed off is boots. Their gazes locked, awareness spreading through Brody like warm honey.

“I like it here.” Brody said.

“It’s nice.”

“You still okay leaving the ranch?”

James shrugged. “I think we’ve found a good place. It’s been difficult, and a part of me will always be looking over my shoulder, but I’m happy to be with you. I miss the guys, but I think you miss the station, too. Am I right?”

“Yeah, I do miss the guys at the station.” Brody hadn’t said anything about missing anyone or the work. It was his fault that they were here, in Canada, living in the mountains in a cabin far away from others. He felt guilty.

“Hey, no long face. I may miss the guys, but I’d be broken if you’d left me. I can find happiness here—without you, I’d be a shell of a man.”


“Shh, no buts. We’re a couple, that means we belong together.”

Brody dipped his chin and James stepped close, his hands cold on Brody’s body as James drew him nearer. James’s icy nose skimmed his neck and he moaned. They fit so well in bed together that he wondered how he’d ever felt that sex with a woman was right. Now, months later, Brody had no doubts that he was made to be with a man.

“Merry Christmas, by the way,” James whispered.

Brody tilted his head to the side, allowing James better access. “Merry Christmas, love.”

“I got you something.”

“What?” Brody straightened, excitement zipping through him.

James chuckled and pulled Brody close, trapping his mouth in a scorching kiss. He was disappointed when James pulled back. Brody started complaining but James’s fingers on his lips stopped his bitching. They both chuckled.

“Come, sit down,” James said.

Brody allowed James to lead him to the chairs by the fireplace. They both sat, the warmth seeping through Brody. He glanced around, realizing that he really was happy. The adjustment had been tough in the beginning, but they’d figured out a way to live together, just the two of them, out here in this wilderness. They’d argued, some of the fights had been terrible, but they always resolved their differences, sometimes naked, other times with clothes on.

“I want you to understand that I really meant forever when I said I wanted to be with you.” James’s voice was serious, his gaze searching Brody’s.

He didn’t want James to have any doubts, so Brody cupped James’s jaw and smiled. “I meant forever too.”

“Then it shouldn’t be any surprise what my Christmas gift is for both of us.”

Brody’s eyes went wide as James pulled out a black box from the drawer in the table beside the couch. “Are those...?”

“Yes. I know we can’t really make it official like in government official since we don’t exist anymore, but I want you to be my husband.”

Brody smiled and held out his left hand. “I think it’s real—we’re real. No one has to tell us we’re married. I’ve been yours for a long time.”

James slid the ring onto Brody’s finger, his gaze still serious. “Will you put my ring on my finger?”

“Your ring?” Brody asked.

“Yes, in the table beside you. I put it there this morning.”

Brody opened the drawer and found a box that matched the one James still held. He opened the case and smiled down at the simple silver ring.

“I freaking love you, James Davenport. You’re the best thing that has ever happened to me.”

“Really?” James asked. “So us living up here all alone, you don’t mind?”

“No, you saved more than my life, you saved my heart. I never would have been happy living how I’d been living in Colorado. This is what I was meant to do.”

James cocked his head to the side. “Live in the middle of nowhere without a job?”

“No silly, love you. You’re my reason, my heart, my life.”

James’s lips turned up at the corners as Brody slid the ring onto his finger. Though they’d just crawled from their bed no more than an hour ago, James led Brody to the bedroom. They undressed, interrupted only by sweet kisses that turned to fierce claiming by James once they were both naked.

Holding each other, they fell to the bed and found a little piece of heaven. Together, they loved on each other in their house, nestled in a snow-covered valley that hid them from the dangerous world that wanted both of them dead.

Did you enjoy that? I hope you did. Yes, there will be more Colorado Heart stories to come. 

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Monday, October 20, 2014

Community, Kindle Alexander, and Being an Author - reboot

About a year before I started writing in the MM genre I heard three authors discussing the genre and new people in the genre. Their take was about the same as the scuttle I've recently heard. The conversation went as follows.

"What right do they have to be in the genre?" "Their sales are too high for a newcomer." "They don't deserve to sale books in this genre." "I wish there was a way we could get rid of them."

I've also heard of groups of authors who give fake reviews that are negative just to blast the newcomers. I've personally experienced an author telling her fans never to buy my work. Then recently I've spoken to authors who've had the same prejudice against new authors, saying that new authors shouldn't be successful.

The prejudice and jealousy are rampant. Recently the hubbub came out about Kindle Alexander buying reviews. I met Kindle at GRL. Kindle is two women who have come together to write as one person. Honestly, I hadn't heard of Kindle before GRL. I don't check the Amazon sales rank unless I have a new book out and I only check where it is a few times a week. For books that I co-write, I check it more often, but I rarely look to see who is number one or two or so on. I write and that is plenty for me to worry about.

Anywho, back to Kindle. I met them both and they were nice. Not that long ago I experienced the not nice side of the author world. I've had authors tell me I wasn't a real author, turn their nose up at me and basically treat me bad. I've had authors diss me for changing my profile picture, say negative things about the name I write under, tell me I'm doing it wrong, throw me under the bus, and otherwise be evil towards me. I've had authors be nice to my face then stab me in the back. I'm not perfect and yes, there are some people in the genre I prefer over others, but I try to be nice and not let my personal taste interfere with how I treat people. I get it wrong at times and I'm sorry if I've ever hurt anyone.

Kindle Alexander was a role player before becoming an author. The two of them developed characters that interacted on social media like they were real people, but like most role players most knew they weren't real people. Role-playing draws a tremendous amount of fans. Fans buy books and role-playing fans are kind of like fanfic fans, they are kind of enthusiastic and almost scary in their exuberance to someone who doesn't do role-playing.

Kindle Alexander also did a blog tour. A big blog tour. Yes, she probably paid for some of the tour spots and honestly, if she were smart, she did a few things on the tour to encourage reviews. She also gave out ARC copies and made a big deal about her book. It sold well so now people are tarring her with the same old shtick about how new people in the genre don't deserve to get high ranking on sales charts.

If fans buy Kindle's books then she deserves those sales. Amazon is set up so that people can return the books if they don't like them so her sales are what they are. If people hated the book, we'd hear about it. Trust me, when Cherished came out and it wasn't a typical BDSM book I heard about it. Also, there is one reviewer who hates me and always gives me bad reviews, from Selling It to Cherished, going so far in the original review saying that I should be barred from writing in the genre. (They've since removed that line from their review but I still remember it and the person who so helpfully sent me there so I'd see what a shitty author they thought I was)

The fans and readers like Kindle's books. As an author community, we need to get over it. If you don't like that Kindle's books hit number 1 and has stayed there, then write a better book. There is nothing stopping you from hitting number 1 on Amazon other than the fact that people didn't like your book. Not everyone is going to like every book you put out, but don't begrudge those authors who create a bestseller. You don't have to buy their books and you don't have to promote them, but you can be kind and not trash other authors.

I'm sure people will say some nasty shit about me writing this blog, and I'm sure I'll be talked about negatively. That's okay, people are going to talk crap and be mean, stabbing me in the back and saying shit about my books just because they can, but it really doesn't bother me. I'm happy writing and I'll always encourage people to write, to tell their stories even if their book is going to out perform mine because helping others, giving back and being kind makes the world a better place. 

Wednesday, October 1, 2014

Facebook Name Policy Change

I want to apologize to the affected community of drag queens, drag kings, transgender, and extensive community of our friends, neighbors, and members of the LGBT community for the hardship that we've put you through in dealing with your Facebook accounts over the past few weeks.
In the two weeks since the real-name policy issues surfaced, we've had the chance to hear from many of you in these communities and understand the policy more clearly as you experience it. We've also come to understand how painful this has been. We owe you a better service and a better experience using Facebook, and we're going to fix the way this policy gets handled so everyone affected here can go back to using Facebook as you were.
The way this happened took us off guard. An individual on Facebook decided to report several hundred of these accounts as fake. These reports were among the several hundred thousand fake name reports we process every single week, 99 percent of which are bad actors doing bad things: impersonation, bullying, trolling, domestic violence, scams, hate speech, and more — so we didn't notice the pattern. The process we follow has been to ask the flagged accounts to verify they are using real names by submitting some form of ID — gym membership, library card, or piece of mail. We've had this policy for over 10 years, and until recently it's done a good job of creating a safe community without inadvertently harming groups like what happened here.
Our policy has never been to require everyone on Facebook to use their legal name. The spirit of our policy is that everyone on Facebook uses the authentic name they use in real life. For Sister Roma, that's Sister Roma. For Lil Miss Hot Mess, that's Lil Miss Hot Mess. Part of what's been so difficult about this conversation is that we support both of these individuals, and so many others affected by this, completely and utterly in how they use Facebook.
We believe this is the right policy for Facebook for two reasons. First, it's part of what made Facebook special in the first place, by differentiating the service from the rest of the internet where pseudonymity, anonymity, or often random names were the social norm. Second, it's the primary mechanism we have to protect millions of people every day, all around the world, from real harm. The stories of mass impersonation, trolling, domestic abuse, and higher rates of bullying and intolerance are oftentimes the result of people hiding behind fake names, and it's both terrifying and sad. Our ability to successfully protect against them with this policy has borne out the reality that this policy, on balance, and when applied carefully, is a very powerful force for good.
All that said, we see through this event that there's lots of room for improvement in the reporting and enforcement mechanisms, tools for understanding who's real and who's not, and the customer service for anyone who's affected. These have not worked flawlessly and we need to fix that. With this input, we're already underway building better tools for authenticating the Sister Romas of the world while not opening up Facebook to bad actors. And we're taking measures to provide much more deliberate customer service to those accounts that get flagged so that we can manage these in a less abrupt and more thoughtful way. To everyone affected by this, thank you for working through this with us and helping us to improve the safety and authenticity of the Facebook experience for everyone.

So is FB actually going to change its ways or will it stay the same?

Tuesday, September 2, 2014

Update on Parental Rights Amendment

What does all this mean to you? First, the PRA may sound like a good idea, however don't be confused. There are many parents who are smart and know that their kids need a broad range of experiences, however, there is a group of parents who are fighting for the PRA so they can continue to abuse their children. They want you to ignore their past abuses and focus on the fear that they are spreading. I touched on the issue in a past post on Gay Therapy Bans. The PRA will open the path for more gay therapy camps. It will also force schools to stop discussing gay history, and anything dealing with being gay. If the PRA passes children will be harmed.

Instead of writing your congress representative to support the PRA, write and call to tell them you disagree with it.

Here is the note they sent out - 
The Constitution Subcommittee of the House Judiciary Committee will hold a hearing on House Joint Resolution (HJRes.) 50, the Parental Rights Amendment (PRA), on Tuesday, September 9. Given that Congress is currently scheduled to be in session for only twelve work days before recessing again for the November elections, this hearing on only the second day communicates the importance of the resolution. The measure enjoys the support of 79 cosponsors, including Rep. Trent Franks, the chairman of the subcommittee. Rep. Mark Meadows (R-NC) is the measure’s lead sponsor.

“I’m pleased that my colleagues on the House Judiciary Committee will consider the Parental Rights Amendment. This is an incredibly important milestone. The Parental Rights Amendment will ensure that child-rearing decisions are not made by faceless bureaucrats but by parents who love their children and know them best,” Congressman Meadows said.

This will mark the second consecutive session of Congress in which the PRA has been taken up by the subcommittee. The same subcommittee held a hearing on HJRes. 107 in July of 2012 during the 112th Congress.

“It is encouraging to know that in the midst of so many other important matters that Congress is dealing with, they have not lost sight of the importance of families,” says president Michael Farris. “Parental rights is ‘perhaps the oldest of the fundamental liberty interests recognized by [the Supreme] Court,’ but recent erosion of this liberty demands that we act to preserve it for our posterity.”

Farris, who boasts 30-plus years of experience as a constitutional lawyer and serves as chancellor of Patrick Henry College in Virginia, will be one of the expert witnesses to speak at the hearing on behalf of the Amendment. staff also plan to be in attendance.

This is a list of the cosponsors. If they are in your district call and tell them not to back this amendment. 

Thursday, July 31, 2014

Why The Name? And If You’re Offended...

So the question has come up, why the title Pray The Gay Away? What’s in a name anyway? Apparently some people are offended by the name of the book. I get it, however I’m not concerned with offending you when choosing a name for the book puts it in the top search on Google for How To Pray The Gay Away.

Why is that important? There are parents out there searching for answers, kids looking for information. Those kids are afraid and alone, wondering if their preacher is right, if they can be cured by praying the gay away. They are surrounded by close-minded individuals who tell them they are sick or broken. That is wrong.

Those of us who aren’t in the closet and read MM books don’t have to worry about our family finding out like these kids do. We don’t have to fret over what our parent’s will think. We read the genre and go about our daily lives. So yes, if I’ve offended some of the people who read MM on a regular basis, sorry, but I’d rather risk offending you than risk not reaching one family and showing them that there is another way.

I didn’t write this book so MM readers could feel good about themselves. In the beginning, when I first started writing the book it was a lark that soon turned into something so much more. Had I kept on the original path for what the book was going to be, I probably would have changed the name, but once the characters revealed themselves, I realized this book was going to be more than I had anticipated.

This series is bigger than me trying to please my readers. Yes, some of my books are written because of my readers, this one isn’t that type of story. This book series ripped my heart out, twisted me around, and left me bereft. I was empty for weeks after finishing this story because it is life changing for those kids whose parents want to send them to gay therapy camp. It’s crucial for kids who hear everyday that they are sick. If I risk offending one MM reader but save a kid from a lifetime of self-hate and pain, it’s worth it to me.